to care:

i care.
you care.
he cares.
she cares.
we care.
who cares?
see if i care.
what the hell do you care anyway?

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my tryste = my triste. (again.)

ich kenne nichts das so schön ist wie du...


there is more to love than this,
love is more than just a kiss,
will we take you to that step?
will we do more than just connect?
and will you, bring the thunder in my life?
and the fire in my eyes?
cause then there, will be days of pleasure when
everything far will be so near..


Schöne Tage mit dir sind kostbar
so kostbar, wie der Weg zum Morgenstern.
Ich zelebriere sie wie einen Festtag,
an dem ich immer wieder neues von dir lern..


di makatulog.
di makatulog.
di makatulog.
di parin makatulog.

Cynthia Alexander - Rainday

i've worked from 11 am til midnight, i look like yoda... - ugly and green now i am.

@ work:
- two men wanted to pay with a fake mastercard. we called the cops, they ran away.
- im useless without redbull

vacation i need.

Events i just have to see:

ALANIS MORISSETTE
LIVE OPEN-AIR
Sa., 5. JULY 2003
Schloss Schönbrunn / Vienna

R. E. M.
LIVE OPEN-AIR
8. JULY 2003
Schloss Schönbrunn / Vienna

Lou Reed
7.-20. JULY 2003
Jazzfest Wiesen

Perfect - Alanis Morisette

Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face

Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder

How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet

Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud

I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem... why are you crying

Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect

just received a mail saying that im not accepted for the position...

im sorry if you feel bad everytime we talk nowadays...

its almost midnight, and here i am in a lame net cafe.. almost every guy in here are surfing porn sites (yeah, i know, i'll scram from here after this).

see what i'd do for you?

stupidity? yeah.
boredom? yeah.
miserable? yeah.
obsessed? yeah.
in love? obvious ba?

need ( P ) Pronunciation Key (nd)
n.
A condition or situation in which something is required or wanted: crops in need of water; a need for affection.
Something required or wanted; a requisite: “Those of us who led the charge for these women's issues... shared a common vision in the needs of women” (Olympia Snowe).

right.. and yet so wrong.

i should have paid more attention to your needs....

Rainy Days and Mondays... (again)

I met Mr. Human Teflon III today, soaked from head to toe, he actually looked pretty much the same.. same smile, same hair.. anyways, after the usual
chat (awkward one, i must say) he asked me to go out for a coffee.. my answer?
Reasons why i had to say no:
a. i actually wanted to talk with somebody else ( that somebody else had other plans, thank you again for sleeping on me)
b. i'm not a 19 year old gaga anymore ( course not.. im 20)
c. i miss blogging
d. i somehow think he's still the same old Teflon Man.. just hope one day he'll meet Miss Caramel girl and may they grow sticky together.

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Gift for Mommy.. help?
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i really really really wanted to talk to you tonight...

i just wish u'd at least show some effort.. or am i alone with this again?

Everytime Riel starts singing the Barney Theme, it gives me quick jabs to the heart..
The Barney Theme Song ( Riels version)
I lab u.. u lab me, we're one big family, with a great big ug and a kiss from me to you (smooch), won't u say you lab me too?
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I found another unexpected sourch of strength.. no, not Red Bull or anything with Taurin in it, its.. voila: Coldplays music.
Honey you are a rock...Upon which I stand and so on..
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